mood: feeling better

movie: when sally met harry

plans: finish the movie and head to bed

talking to: jenn and beth

The last few days, about a week or so, i have been so bummed. I sometimes get it into my head that im a failure, if i cant carry the weight of this entire relationship on my shoulders alone, I get the feeling like i aint a good partner, .. i dont know.. i feel like shit when i cant do everything and anything for Kris...  esp when shes in school, working on her education for our future. Then she comes and works anywhere from 4-8 hours and then with sleepy eyes either waits up for me to come home to cuddle her to sleep or she stays at work and actually sleeps in the car so she can drive home with me.. so when I "drop the ball" it makes me feel so bad.

She is so wonderful.
Tonight we had some mind blowing dirty talking sex! haha.. thought id share!

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