So, last night after watching a movie with i stood up and went to walk into the bathroom and i hit the ottoman so hard i broke a toe and really brused the hell out of the other one.. freakin hurts. soo.. now im in bed resting on some pain killers. which i really dont like talking cause i have an addictive personality.. and i can pop pills like candy... so i have to be gentle with them.. I know better now.

Friday, Jenn came up to visit...she just asked me online what i thought of her.. lol now.. if that aint putting me on a spot.. haha. I didnt know how to answer it.. i mean.. i talk to her everyday, shes part of my day.. if i went a day with out talking to her, it would feel really odd. i adored her already.. i dont know why that would change cause we met in person... well maybe ehh never mind.. shes got good eyes... very nice.. i believe that the eyes show the soul.. there is a quote that i think about when shes asked me things like this.. "I know i would of missed you, even if we never met". and it fits her.... very much.

i have been playing Seethers, Remedy over and over and over and over.. its a good song for when you need to block out the outside and step outside yourself.

Kris is been really short with me lately.. she gets that way when i get hurt. I think its cause she knows im hurting and she either doesnt know what to do for it or she cant take it all away from me...  sometimes it hurts my feelings though... but i know she means well.. and thats what counts...

well the pills are in full swing and i feel really freakin high.. i dont really like it..... so im going..

oh yeah

yep

*falling asleep*