monday, i was soo sick from being so broken inside that i could barely focus to drive.... got to work and downed about 6-8 welbutrians..  and thought, or sickly hoped that when they kicked it, i might actually be able to function.. ended up making me sick and pass out. My boss had to drive me home cause i kept falling asleep and he wouldnt let me drive.. he didnt want to see me get hurt, i think i would of looked forward to it..

so, came home and Kris and I cried it out... for a long time and then we talked about if we were going to stay together or not.. however everyone..  we decided to work things out and try. I believe she and I have a chance if we work and fight for it..