Kris came after me Monday morning and the things she said to me, hurt me so bad. I cried all day. there was never a time when i didnt cry. I tried to go to work and i ended up willingly over dosing on my anti depressent cause i just didnt want to feel the pain and hurt anymore. It was the first time in almost 4 years, that she made me feel worthless, and not wanted.. and so many other horrible things.

I ended up almost passing out at work, so my boss drove me home. and Kris and I cried out everything we were feeling. she was hurting too. 

well, things may not be 100% better, but im glad we are going to try to work through this and see where it takes us. 

shes my best friend after all. and  i love her so very much.